“It´s possible I am pushing through solid rock
in flintlike layers, as the ore lies, alone;
I am such a long way in I see no way through,
and no space; everything is close to my face,
and everything close to my face is stone.
I don´t have much knowledge yet in grief
so this massive darkness makes me small.
You be the master: make yourself fierce, break in;
then your great transforming will happen to me,
and my great grief cry will happen to you”
(Rainer Maria Rilke)